Career Path
POSTED AT 02:37 PM in My Life and what's left of it..., People

I was never afraid of the changes in my life. I've been through a lot of transitions lately. My journey to motherhood was one of the biggest transition that I've ever experienced in my life.

Career-wise, I had a few transitions as well. The last time was when I allowed myself to work on something which is way below my capacity. No, I don't mean to belittle my present job. I love my job, this is my bread and butter, the reason why I was able to achieve the financial part of motherhood.

Yet, I cannot deny the fact that the job is not me. If one would read through my credentials, he'll be puzzled why I am in my current job. It happened several times. Many people have questioned me about my choice. Well, this was the first (and maybe the only) company which entrusted me a job during my most difficult times. I actually owe the company my survival as well as my little darling's.

Well, the company acknowledges the fact that I can do more. And that I am nearing the stage of getting burnt out. I wanted challenges. I want to practice what college has taught me. I want to work with hardware and find myself in the middle of networking equipment and gadgets. And so, I am about to go through another transition.

I will be assigned to another task. I am happy and at the same time worried. Will I be successful in this change? Will I be able to do my tasks well? I know I needed to read a lot. I have forgotten my networking basics and I am not updated with the current networking technologies. This is gonna be difficult!

But I am accepting the challenge. I will not let this opportunity pass me. This has been my dream ever since I graduated my Computer Engineering course. No one wanted me then though, they thought I am trying to do a man's job and that I may not do it right. Yup, I was unfairly judged. But now, I am given the chance to prove I can do a man's job!

I do hope I'll be able to work out my worries on this time of another transition in my life. I was able to do it 4 years ago when I tried Software Engineering, I hope I can do it again now. My fingers are crossed...

Feeling: excited

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Once in a Lifetime
POSTED AT 03:13 PM in My Life and what's left of it...

"When love comes sweetly in your door, embrace completely what your soul is longing for...."

That's one of the sweetest line from the song "Nothing can stop us now". And yes, it is true. There is a one great love who comes only once in our whole lifetime. Thus, one must keep an open heart, an open mind, an open soul to sieze the moment.

I have to chosen to give love a chance.

I have chosen to keep my heart open.

I have chosen to sieze the moment.

And yes, I am happy.

 

You see, with all the bad experiences I had with love, with men, others say I would be foolish to be in a relationship again. Well, let me be a fool, let me be stupid, if it means I could be happy and contented like this, so be it.

I took a leap of faith. I am laying down all my cards here. This is my ultimate quest for personal happiness and I vow to make this a worhtwhile experience. I am starting another journey -- a journey to a life full of love, of passion, of concern, of bliss, of contentment. I'm not going to waste this opportunity.

And so I may have to choose among many options. I may have to experience the consequences of my decisions. I am ready. I have implored His help on this. I may have to suffer some pain but it'll be all worth it. I have found what i have been looking and I'm never letting go.

I love you... thanks for making me live again...

Listening to: Nothing Can Stop Us Now
Feeling: content

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You Made Me Live Again
POSTED AT 03:19 PM in My Life and what's left of it...

for my one and only true love, Mahal Kita, today, tomorrow, forever....

Listening to: You Made Me Live Again

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