The Glass Is Half-Full...
POSTED AT 03:36 PM in My Life and what's left of it..., My Little Nicholas

Yes, this time, it isn't half-empty.

I had been living with these negative thoughts all my life. I used to be full of electrons, I was always negatively charged... But for Little Nicholas' sake, I've taught myself to bring in the protons...

It's funny that I have to wait for a tiny creature to change my way of thinking. It's sad though that I never learned to do it for myself. The fact that I waited for someone to arrive before I finally come into doing it means I never did love myself that much... But oh well, I'm trying, ain't I?

Yesterday, I found out about my friends' plans for me and for my Little Nicholas. You see, I have been wallowing in self-pity lately, thinking I would have to learn a midwife's job since I was certain I cannot let myself experience the humiliation of not having enough money to pay the hospital. It was pathetic. I was pathetic. And to think I was conditioning my brain, I was preparing myself since I was very sure that is what will happen on December.

Then He reminded me that the glass is half-full. Yes, some important people may not be there for me (they became the glass' half-empty part), but there are other great people who are willing to be there for me, who are willing to let me realize that the glass is half-full indeed. They are my friends, and they'll always be my friend even with the distance between us.

Let me take this opportunity to thank two very kind and generous people, my sweet friends, two great women who has shown me compassion, who understood all my shortcomings, who are always there for me, selflessly giving even if they have their own families and loveones to think of as well...

Mandy and Mhaie... Little Nicholas will jump with glee to have you as his gorgeous and loving titas... I may never repay you though I wanted so much, but you are in my prayers every night. May God bless your pure hearts for eternity. May He give you your hearts' desire.

Yes, I'm positive, this time, the glass is half-full...

Listening to: I'll Be by Edwin McCain
Feeling: thankful

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