How many times have I loved and lost ?

How many times have I found myself singing that song? Innumerable times. Enough to make that song forever an essential part of my non-existing lovelife.

Many times, I found myself wishing that What I am, What I can offer, is enough for a man to truly love me and never leave me. Many times, I find myself hoping I could become The One, The Only One, The Only One a man ever needs to complete his life. Many times, I found myself aching to stay, to find a man who wants me to stay.

All of them, forever unreachable, unattainable... Futile wishes, vain hopes, eternal pains...

I can still hear myself singing that song again...

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That Ill always stay with you
But baby thats not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby thats something I cant do
Oh I could say that Ill be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know Id only hurt you
I know Id only make you cry
Im not the one youre needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can find some way to understand Im only doing this for you
I dont really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
Youll find someone wholl be the one that I could never be
Wholl give you something better
Than the love youll find with me
Oh I could say that Ill be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know Id only hurt you
I know Id only make you cry
Im not the one youre needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I dont wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But Ill never be the one youre needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye

I wanted to give my everything, my heart, my soul, my forever, but who wants it?

NOBODY...

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