MAY'S JOURNAL
November 14th, 2011
NFL jerseys and autographed helmets POSTED AT 12:48 AM These are brand new with or without tag NFL jerseys and autographed mini helmets. The Jerseys are made with very good fabric and stitched details. See pictures to appreciate. Click the link below to see the pictures of these items...
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August 1st, 2011
Love As I See It POSTED AT 03:58 AM
Everytime I look at this picture, my heart is filled with love and happiness for my parents. My Mama and my Papa is one of the happiest couple on earth that I've ever seen. They've been through a lot -- laughters, cries, even the silly fights... but they stayed happily in love through it all.
When somebody would ask me what ideal marriage is for me, I always say my Mama and Papa has it and will always have it for the rest of their lives. The respect and devotion, the genuine care and trust, the undying love... I've never seen so much love between a man and a woman before!
As they celebrate their 32nd year of blissful marriage in October 2011, let me be the very first one to celebrate their lives and their love for each other...
So what is love? I see it in my parent's life together... That is LOVE as I see it and I know everybody around them sees it too.
This is my entry to “Love as I see it". A project of www.islandrose.net flowers Philippines. |
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November 19th, 2010
Hang On Mahal... Almost There... :) POSTED AT 10:11 AM in My Life and what's left of it..., Loving and Living We're approved! But well that was about a month ago when USCIS sent us the petition approval. But today! Oh today is wonderful! Mark just called the National Visa Center and they said our papers were already on their way to the Embassy here in the Philippines. Alright! One step closer! Yehey! Nicholas and I are almost there Mahal. Hang on, we're coming!
I am very excited. Well, the truth is I have mixed feelings – joyful that finally my prayers are heard, afraid of the possibility that I might not pass the interview at the Embassy, overwhelmed with everything that’s happening, sad that I’m leaving my family soon, nervous of going to a place which is a thousand miles away from the place where I grew up and got used to, delighted that my dream of a happy and complete family is about to come true, pleased that after all the struggles I’m finally on my way to a contented and blissful life with Mark, Nicholas and our future Triple AAAs
I believe Mark when he said I am a smart woman. It’s because I am smart that I have chosen to be with him. I know lots of women wanted to have my Mark (are you reading this Mahal?), after all, he’s a great catch, but I was able to snatch him off their feminine claws. Yes girls, he's mine But it’s not really my “smartness” that made these things possible. First, I strongly believe that God has a plan for me. I know I’ve been through a lot of hardships in the past... got married to the wrong man, got separated, been alone for years... until Nicholas came into my life. Mark and I know that Nicholas is God’s instrument for us to be happy again. It was because of Nicholas that Mark and I met... I can’t imagine where I could be now if God didn’t give me Nicholas. And then He gave me Mark, what more can I ask for? He gave me two great sources of happiness and it’s more than enough to make up for all the pains, all the tears, all the lonely days and nights, my boys washed them all away.
Now we’re almost there, we’ll finally be together, it was one tough ride but whew! Bring it on! I’m ready for more! I’m so inspired with my life and my love that I know nothing can destroy my uplifted spirit... I know there’s a possibility that I might not pass the Embassy interview but Mark promised he will never let that possibility get in the way of our happiness and I know he’ll never break his promise because he loves me so much... as much as I love him...
Today, tomorrow, forever... |
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August 3rd, 2010
The Truth... POSTED AT 12:20 PM in My Life and what's left of it..., Loving and Living There are times we just can't deal with the truth. Sometimes, the truth is just too painful that we tend to hide underneath the layers of lies to protect ourselves. There are times too that we just have to expose the truth no matter how bad it would make you. Sometimes, releasing the truth from your heart is like relieving ourselves of the pain that's inside. The truth is... the truth is both the cause and the cure of my pains right now. The truth is... I am not alright. That's really hard to admit but that's the truth. The truth is... I cry stupid tears every night wishing things could have been different. The truth is... I'm tired, very very tired. And you know what? I know of the possibility that telling the truth or showing the one person who loves me so much the truth about who I am would jeopardize a wonderful future that I dreamt of but I really think I owe this person the truth. The truth is... I am not who he thinks I am. I am not a strong person, I am not a good person, I am not a stable person. I am not a superwoman. I cannot do what I thought I can do. I am a big failure. This truth may cause me my future; this truth may mean I'll have to go through life alone, as I always did in the past; this truth may cause me my sanity, my happiness, my life... But this is the truth. It's time to face it. Feeling: depressed |
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July 19th, 2010
Seventy Five Days To Go... POSTED AT 07:42 PM in My Life and what's left of it..., Loving and Living The wait is driving me mad! I can't wait to be with him again! I know everybody would say, "Oh the days fly real fast, he'll be here soon!". But the days are agonizingly slow, really really slow. So slow that I sometimes feel the earth stop moving. I'm happy. Don't get me wrong. I am happy seeing my love's smiling face everyday, talking to him just about anything. I should be thankful that yes, we're still strongly inlove and are both looking forward to a wonderful family life in the future. But God! I feel so down, it's depressing. I feel so uninspired, like I don't want to do anything at all, well, except for taking care of my son which is taking almost all of my 24 hours, but well, aside from doing that, I don't feel like doing anything else at all. I know this is just a phase, I'll get over this sad feeling, but I want to get over this fast. I only know two events that will stop this crazy feelings -- it's already October 1 when I wake up tomorrow or a mailman would wake me up and hand me a letter from the embassy tomorrow -- either way, I'll be jumping up and down like crazy, crying and laughing at the same time But oh well, I know I just have to concentrate on the positive things ... my Mahal is coming and USCIS is sending a response soon. I know, all of these maddening sad thoughts in my mind would all go away... I hope... I have to stay sane for my son, I cannot be selfish all the time. 75, 74, 73, 72, 71, 70...... Argghhh! Feeling: gloomy |
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